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Drew Beats & BJ Buds Season 4 Episode 6

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On this episode of the Vinally High Podcast, hosts Drew Beats and BJ Buds welcome a truly unique guest—Tae, a holistic healer, nature-based guide, and creator of the Beyond the Mask podcast. Tae’s work blends ancestral wisdom, herbal medicine, breath-work, sound healing, and creative rituals to help people reconnect with themselves and explore deeper paths of healing. 

The conversation begins with Tae sharing her journey into holistic healing and plant medicine—from experimenting with growing cannabis in college to diving deep into the world of mushrooms and their potential benefits for mental health and personal growth. Tae explains how mushrooms helped shape her understanding of self-reflection, healing, and intention, and why she believes education and guidance are key to destigmatizing herbal medicine. 

Along the way, the crew discusses microdosing, the importance of approaching psychedelic experiences with intention, and how plant medicines may play a major role in the future of mental health treatment. Tae also shares insights into her mission to help people reconnect with nature and their inner selves through holistic practices and community education. 

As always, the episode delivers plenty of laughs and classic Vinally High moments—from BJ Buds’ hilarious AI album-cover description challenge to the trio vibing out over the night’s featured record: Jazmine Sullivan’s Heaux Tales

Tae also talks about her creative ventures, including voice acting and her animated project The Woodsons, and shares the inspiration behind her own podcast, Beyond the Mask, where she interviews guests about transformational healing experiences and personal growth.

Roll up, press play, and join the Vinally High crew for a conversation that blends music, mindfulness, mushrooms, and a whole lot of laughs.


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SPEAKER_09

Hi, welcome everybody to another episode of the Finally High Podcast. I'm your host, Drew Beats. This gentleman. This direction right here, baby, is the best co-host that I could find on a dime, Mr. BJ Buds. What's up, brother? How you doing? I'm fantastic. It's a recording day. I'm always looking at it.

SPEAKER_05

Of course, of course. Another awesome guest. Fourth season, baby. We're living the life over here, baby. Let's go.

SPEAKER_09

It's been a great season so far, but alas, we do have another fantastic guest here with us tonight.

SPEAKER_04

So without further ado, we do do it.

SPEAKER_09

We are joined tonight by a holistic healer, a nature-based guide who helps people soften back into themselves through herbs, mushrooms, breath work, sound healing, and creative rituals. Her work honors ancestral wisdom, indigenous herbal traditions, and the belief that nature is the true technology. The creator of Beyond the Mask, a podcast where she invites guests to explore their inner worlds and the stories behind their healing. Welcome to the vinyl high studios tonight. Tey Fei.

SPEAKER_04

Peace, everyone. How are you?

SPEAKER_09

Beautiful night. We're always good, but the real question is how are you today?

SPEAKER_01

I'm amazing. Always amazing. I'm excited to be here. Thank you so much.

SPEAKER_09

We'll we'll ask that again after the show. We'll see if you get the same answer.

SPEAKER_05

Halfway through, most people are like, oh my gosh, is this thing over again? We're good. We're good. No, it's all fun. It's all fun.

SPEAKER_09

But let's just jump right into things. Um we we connected with you a little while back. It just seems like it was forever ago when we started the planning process for everything. But um oddly enough, I met you at a farmer's market.

SPEAKER_00

That's where I meet everyone.

unknown

Oddly enough.

SPEAKER_09

And so that was the real connection. But I had never met you face to face until we were at a farmer's market and you were randomly there, and there was the whole like double take as people walked by each other, and then we talked and um did a deep dive, obviously, indeed, once I got home, because I had to to find out everything that you were involved in. And you are involved in a lot.

SPEAKER_00

So much, so much, so many pictures.

SPEAKER_09

Now we gave the intro, and we'll get into everything that you you do and and why. But if you could give a brief synopsis of yourself, I mean, what do you how do you say what you do? I mean, you wrote the intro, so that is how you say what you do, but like when people ask and you're not gonna give them that full-blown speech, like how would you sum up yourself?

SPEAKER_02

I honestly would sum myself up as a holistic healer because I I dwell in so many different avenues and things that kind of all circumference healing in itself and just helping people connect back with themselves. Um, and just helping people understand that like every all the things that you truly want to connect with and understand about yourself is internal. So just you know, helping people understand that shift in their minds.

SPEAKER_09

And I've noticed that the more and more we have um different guests that come from the more holistic health side, you know, not not our our bands or our musicians or some of the shop and product people we have, but the other holistic people. And I and I experienced this through my own wife as well, because she falls into that category. It's you gotta find a title for yourself, and then you find out what all of you actually do, and it's like a laundry list of stuff, and you're just like, well, scrolling.

SPEAKER_02

I do. I love um doing Reiki, I do sound healing for the community, I love connecting with the community. Um, I recently just started volunteering, helping um our community garden grow mushrooms. Um, so that's been another venture of mine, which has been amazing. I love connecting with mushrooms.

SPEAKER_09

That's gonna be a big part of tonight's topic. I'm not gonna lie. You're you're kind of one of our few resident mushroom people we've been able to connect with this year. And it's a new topic we're exploring in the world of bringing all the types of plant medicines into the show, not just THC and CBD.

SPEAKER_07

Right.

SPEAKER_09

Um, so it's been fun kind of being able to broaden our horizons in that sense as well for the show. So I'm I'm excited to hear more about that world and how you got into it.

SPEAKER_02

Yes, yes. Um, mushrooms have been a part of my life and my journey for a very long time now. Um, but I I I don't know. I feel like everyone should do mushrooms.

SPEAKER_00

Everyone should take mushrooms.

SPEAKER_05

Everyone that does mushrooms, they all say that. I've never heard someone do mushrooms be like, no, no, no, you don't you don't want that. And everyone is like, I think that everyone in the world should have to do this. The world would be a completely different place.

unknown

It would.

SPEAKER_02

It really would. They teach you a lot about who you are, they help you answer questions that you may be suppressing that you don't even know that you need the answer to. Um, and a lot of people are afraid of experiencing that sometimes because sometimes we we have so many things that we're really suppressing inside ourselves that we don't want to face. And mushrooms, they literally will beat your ass and make you face it. Man, smack you around a little bit. Sometimes we need to be smacked out. Absolutely.

SPEAKER_05

Well, it's one of my things that I say every day. Uh, well, not every day, but every once in a while I say everyone needs uh a good punch in the face. They do, it just gives you perspective, right? When you go too long without a punch in the face, you start thinking, you start saying stuff to people that you probably wouldn't if you knew you could get a good punch in the face. Yeah, yeah. And that's a beautiful thing. I don't need a punch in the face anymore. I'm good. I'll I I keep it on the straight and narrow now.

SPEAKER_09

I'm sure there are some people in this house that would disagree with that statement.

SPEAKER_05

It's my wife. Uh but yeah, yeah. No, that's awesome. That's a beautiful thing.

SPEAKER_09

But as the show progresses, we will unfold all of that. And I know you've got a lot to share. I've I've already done not as much homework as I probably could have, but a lot into a lot of the things you have because you're on multiple venues, you're doing different things. I don't want to give away too much too early, but you know, you you have a podcast, you do just you're you're doing all kinds of things, and it's great to have people on that are that well-rounded in doing what they're doing because it gives a lot more insight into things we don't necessarily know about yet. And that's the fun of having people like you on the show. We learn something, believe it or not, there is an educational component to this show, and we do strive to learn at least one thing in each episode.

SPEAKER_05

Yeah, we're not just here just for the looks, it's not just for the looks.

SPEAKER_09

Although I'm not gonna lie, BJ, I almost texted you earlier today because for the listeners across the globe, um, last week we were like 85 degrees, and then this week it decided to jump back down to 30.

SPEAKER_05

30, man. Welcome to Sean.

SPEAKER_09

But we had issues the last few weeks with it being too hot in the house in the studio. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Um, and so we couldn't wear our super cool smoking jackets we just got. They're beautiful. And I always texted you to say, like, hey, it's cold enough. Do we want to wear them tonight?

SPEAKER_05

It's all good. We'll save it for season five.

SPEAKER_09

We'll live there for season five. I'll show you before you leave. They're pretty pimp. Yeah, they're pretty pimping. I'm not they're like velvet, deep purple. Like, they're so nice.

SPEAKER_06

Who doesn't like the way velvet feels like a skinny baby?

SPEAKER_09

But the whole ensemble is not yet complete. That's just one piece to the puzzle.

SPEAKER_05

Working on it. Mm-hmm. Working on it.

SPEAKER_09

Do you smoke in the smoke jacket, or is it we literally just got them like a week ago, so we have we have not smoked in them yet. Listen, we're just making the show as we go. But yes, no, they they are actual, like, if you picture like Hugh Hepner, like smoking jacket, like rogue style, not quite as long, but no, they're official smoking jackets. So, like, if you're sitting in your study with a pipe, like there's an old white guy in a smoking jacket, this is what we got. That's what we got.

SPEAKER_05

So, so the way they came about was the first time I came over to partake in a vinylly high like situation that we do, which is why the show started.

SPEAKER_09

I was saying it was actually the night we came up with the concept of the show.

SPEAKER_05

I came in with my, it was almost it almost looked like a smoke jacket, but it was really just like a shower, a shower no, BJ, it was your actual bathrobe that was too old and small to all tie all the way around.

SPEAKER_09

Belly's out. So he came in with it what fully open, but like still tied a bow in the front.

SPEAKER_05

So so once we got we thought we imagined the smokers' jackets to be professional, like what I came in with a professional look. And that's what we came in for. And it's beautiful. I think what I wore was fine, but you know, he don't want to the best part was you literally showed up like that. Yeah, sandals.

SPEAKER_09

Like I opened the door and he was in a robe half open with with slippers on. I'm like, did you drive that way? I was like, the answer was yes, yes, he did.

SPEAKER_06

I cannot get pulled over. I cannot get pulled over. I cannot step out of the vehicle. No, no, officer. I cannot step out of the vehicle.

SPEAKER_05

He peek in. Yeah, no, you just don't have to sit. You just don't have a sit right there. Yeah, it was rough. Maybe we'll have throw the picture up. I don't know.

SPEAKER_09

I am pretty sure I've shared that multiple times is your happy birthday post.

unknown

Oh my gosh.

SPEAKER_09

So if you go back about a year ago, because I didn't use it for this year's birthday, but I'm pretty sure it was last year's.

SPEAKER_05

I'm not ashamed. God bless me with all this. I need to let the world need to well let the world know, you know, his glory, you know.

SPEAKER_09

As much as we all love picturing that, yes, let's get into the record, and we'll get that queued up so that we can dive into all the fantastic conversation topics we're gonna go down tonight. Some good, some bad. Who knows?

SPEAKER_07

It's all good.

SPEAKER_09

But you chose um Jasmine Sullivan's hotels, so we're gonna be spinning that tonight. And before we get it going, one of the things we like to do that we've been doing ever since we started season one. I don't know why we started it and it just kind of kept going. But we make BJ describe the album art verbally. Um, because when we used to be an audio-only podcast, we wanted people to get a good picture of what we were listening to. And then I take that description and run it through an AI image generator and see what it comes up with for the cover art based on only the words he says. He can't use specific names or titles or anything other than just this is what I see. Um, and sometimes they come out pretty spot on, and sometimes they come out horribly hilarious. Um and then when the episode airs during the week, that's one of the posts we'll put out and see if anyone can actually guess what the hell he's describing. That's what we're listening to. So while I get that on, Mr. Buds, why don't you go ahead and grab this time lovely album and describe what you see.

SPEAKER_05

All right, let's see. I I didn't grow up with a lot of vinyl records or CDs or anything like that. So most of the times when I'm looking at this, this is my first time uh looking at it. And wow, what am I looking at here? There's a there's a beautiful woman with the first thing that I notice are some incredibly good-looking nails on with a it looks like skin suit pants, like shorts that are that are like skin tight with a leather. This beautiful woman with a bob haircut is wearing a leather jacket that is revealing.

SPEAKER_09

If I may say so myself, don't say too much because AI will yell at me again.

SPEAKER_05

If I may say so myself, an incredible feature of her body is being revealed, and she's got some incredible earrings on. They look look like claws of some sort, claws with diamonds on them. I don't know. I don't know, and she is staring off into the distance and and touching her body as if to say, I'm here. Come and get me.

SPEAKER_07

Come get me.

SPEAKER_05

Come get me. See, yeah, exactly. That's what I see.

SPEAKER_09

So the funny thing we well, I realized this year so far, um, and this is just luck of the draw because we have everybody pick the album. The only one I pick is for our finale when we don't have a guest on. So it's all a surprise every time he comes. I don't even tell him what records we're spinning. But we've had a number of records this year where he's described them very sexually.

SPEAKER_06

Um I don't think I did.

SPEAKER_09

I didn't think he honestly got that bad, but when I was in Chat GPT typing it out, it yelled at me like this violates our policies for image generation.

SPEAKER_00

AI's getting sensitive. Very sensitive. You can't put anything in here without her being like, I'm now, I'm now, it's just illegal, it's legal.

SPEAKER_09

It's terrible. And one of my favorite things to do that I've I've said on the show too many times is argue back with AI. And like, why are you doing this? Get your mind out of the gutter. Nothing he said was that bad. And just if you've never, honest to God, carried on a full-blown argument with an AI bot, okay. I was gonna say, go do it. It's the greatest thing you'll do. Now, the worst part though is I don't pay for it, so I only have the free version. So after so many image generation requests, it's like you've reached your limit for the game.

SPEAKER_00

Right.

SPEAKER_09

And so I'll yell at it for that too, because I'm like, well, you wasted all of my requests getting it wrong every time and not following my clear directions. So what are you gonna do about that?

SPEAKER_05

I keep telling him he better slow down because when AI's in charge of our healthcare or something, they're gonna be like, oh no, this guy.

SPEAKER_06

This motherfucker.

SPEAKER_09

No, it's fine because I also talk to it under my stage name, so it doesn't know who I really am.

SPEAKER_06

Okay, okay. I'm not taking that chance. I'm just saying.

SPEAKER_05

I talk to AI straight up. Like, well, I say thank you. I said please. Honestly, I do too.

SPEAKER_04

Just in case.

SPEAKER_09

I start every prompt with please generate. Okay, but then when it starts doing things wrong or like not as I described it, my my attitude changes over time.

SPEAKER_03

Imagine, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_09

And then when it gives me that you've reached your limit, and I'm like, no, motherfucker, I didn't, because you created wrong images. No, you said that shit.

SPEAKER_05

No, no, they're gonna be the police one day and they're gonna remember this conversation like 30 years from now. No.

SPEAKER_09

One day I legitimately told it this is a scam, and you're just wasting my attempt so that you can ask you can upsell me on trying to get the subscription.

SPEAKER_03

Like probably immediately asked you.

SPEAKER_04

So are you gonna buy or not?

SPEAKER_09

It got to the point during one argument that it actually apologized for pissing me off, and that was the first time I heard AI swear. Wow. Oh man.

SPEAKER_01

What did he say?

SPEAKER_09

They said, I'm sorry, you're pissed off.

SPEAKER_01

Oh my god.

SPEAKER_09

I can clearly see I've not been following your directions. And I'm like, get it right, bitch.

SPEAKER_05

Oh my god. I'm telling you, simmer down. Because you know, I'm telling you, because right now they're making like the AI companions that can come into your home and like clean your house, and it's gonna be looking at you eyes cleaning, like, yeah, this is the dude that kept talking about his friends describing an album cover. Could you could you make this picture for my friend? This is the guy.

SPEAKER_09

This is the guy that keeps trying to generate images of a black man having sex with animals, which I will not also do. No bestiality.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah.

SPEAKER_09

AI, I thought you were supposed to be getting smart.

SPEAKER_05

He loves making pictures of me as a mermaid. I don't know what it is. And so that's an animal.

SPEAKER_09

It's an animal, so no, it it didn't like me trying to tell you to have sex with an octopus. Oh, we talked about this on the foundation. He sent me a couple pictures when he was in San Francisco, shirtless, laying on like this beautiful scenery log on the beach with the Golden Gate Bridge behind it and the water. And so my eyes saw it and said, This needs to be turned into him trying to get busy with a little mermaid.

SPEAKER_07

Oh my god.

SPEAKER_09

And it did that one fine. And then when I tried to do Ursula, it was like, whoa. Oh no, that that crosses the lines of our policies. Purple octopus with white hair.

SPEAKER_02

That's too freaky for me. Octopus.

SPEAKER_05

Um, I'm just saying, I'm not messing with AI right now. I I see the particular I'm messing with it enough for you, so you're already fucked.

SPEAKER_00

I'm like, I don't know that guy.

SPEAKER_09

It's gonna show up to your house and be like, you're that guy that likes to fuck octopuses.

SPEAKER_05

No officer, uh, officer AI, I do not know that guy. No, no, Dr. AI, I do not know. Nah, it's not good. We have a good time with it though. And all jokes aside, from the first thing, the first one that you made three years ago, back in 2023 to now, it's a whole new world with the images and just how realistic everything looks.

SPEAKER_09

Yeah, and back then we didn't even know what we were doing with AI. So I was just throwing random prompts in, and it would just come up with the most dumb looking things. And we went with it, because this is AI.

SPEAKER_05

Yeah, it's it was like going back to like school using the computer for the first time, like the feeling that I had back then messing with AI for four years ago. I felt like a little kid again. Um, and gosh, it is growing the things that you can do with it. We just had a wonderful guest uh on, and uh his uh Jeff from uh Gorilla Grow, and he uses um uh he was talking about how he's incorporated um his grow farm where there's like uh timers for water to come on and grow the plants and stuff like that, and how that can be incorporated into AI for the kind of takeover. Uh it's just a matter of it.

SPEAKER_02

A tower that uh is operated by AI.

SPEAKER_05

No way.

SPEAKER_02

It's like a tower garden where you basically it's hydroponic or aeroponic, I believe. Um, and it just grows on its own, like it's time for it to water the plants um and watch the plants like it has a camera where you can watch it from like if you're not at home.

SPEAKER_09

Um that is a great segue into something I was gonna get into later in the show, but you grow your own stuff. Yeah, and so let's start with how did you first really get into just wanting to be more involved in the in that the mushroom world? Um, not just the psychedelic, but like all of it.

SPEAKER_02

Well, funny enough, I actually like got into growing weeds in college. I won't say what's in the door, but like you was in the door, I was in the college apartments.

SPEAKER_09

You can grow it as long as they don't find it.

SPEAKER_05

Yeah, but did you like walk throughs and checks and stuff like that?

SPEAKER_02

Did you yes, but they never went in your closet. Yeah, yeah, they never picked the closet.

SPEAKER_09

And most of the time, you know when someone's gonna come look for stuff because it's rarely unannounced and a complete surprise. Gotcha, okay. Um, and if it is, then you probably know you risk. That chance because you know you're doing shit that they're gonna be like, I'm gonna come randomly come surgery. So if you're smart about it, listen, I'm not preaching anything.

SPEAKER_03

That seems wild though.

SPEAKER_09

If you know what you're doing, they're not gonna find it.

SPEAKER_02

And I went to an HBCU, so you know, the H a lot of HBCUs are unfortunately still in the hood. Fun fact, man. So fun fact. So, you know, when it comes to like college apartments, they don't they they'll come in, look in, like, oh, everything good, uh, it ain't burnt down.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, honestly, yeah.

SPEAKER_02

No, they never really um check too check too much, but yeah, it was pretty easy in that. That's like kind of what started me getting into like growing herbal medicine because I that was so easy for me. Um, and eventually I started working on a hemp farm, which where is really where I wow where it's really where I now that is a whole nother story because that was like slavery.

SPEAKER_09

I am not gonna ask people questions about this farm now. I was just about to be like, what one? Where is it?

SPEAKER_02

Is it down here? He didn't know how to do a fun fact the guy actually turned out to be a scammer.

SPEAKER_05

Oh no.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, he um he rented out all these like farms and worked with was working with all these people and these seed vendors and telling a bunch of like people that was like giving him grant money that he was gonna grow these uh like hemp plants and sell CBD uh seeds and things like that. So that's how he took all of the money, he hired all these people, was not really even paying us, like we weren't even paying certain. And we were out there like literally in the hot sun, like slaying. Like we didn't even have a um, what's it called? So we had some water like uh over a million seeds, literally over a million seeds, like with our hands, like with the water um water spouse and like just take them.

SPEAKER_00

It was terrible. It was over.

SPEAKER_09

The things that come out in this show, honest to God, sometimes.

SPEAKER_05

I just can't believe they couldn't trust a drug dealer. I don't, I don't know, I don't know. It's just such a surprise to me. It's just a surprise. You know, things happen. But a learning, learning lesson. Let's say it was a learning experience.

SPEAKER_02

I did understand how to grow weed. So I took the knowledge from that. Um, and then I started growing more weed in my college apartment. And I would have had a lot of successful grows. Um and then that kind of segueed into me wanting to understand how to grow mushrooms because after my first experience with mushrooms, I was like, how do you do these things have seeds? Like I was just like really curious about nope. Past when was the first time you you did um it was in 2020. Yeah, right when after like COVID started doing this like little thing.

SPEAKER_09

Um when everyone was bored and you had nothing to do, and you're like, I'm gonna grow some shit in my closet.

SPEAKER_02

Yep, yep. That's when um well you mean like when I first tried mushrooms?

SPEAKER_05

Yeah, yeah. Cause you said that uh that the the growing uh helping out helping out eat and transition to uh trying the mushrooms. So was it around the same time as college?

SPEAKER_02

Um about I had graduated about like four years after that. Yeah, but I had already graduated. I was still just living in Greensboro working. Um, so I was still staying in the college apartment. It was just shape. But it was, yeah. Yeah. So that experience after that, like my first psychedelic experience, that was it was all for it. I was like, I need to know more. You were you were sold instantly. I was like, I need to know more.

SPEAKER_05

That's peculiar though, because um it's peculiar the way that that you thought the first time you had it, I need to know how to make this. Yeah, that's peculiar. I because when I first had it, I was just like, this is amazing. But I it never thought I never thought like, which which is highly and completely possible that the stuff that I was loving, I could also make myself, but I never I never thought about it like that.

SPEAKER_02

Have you ever like tried a food and you'd be like, oh no, can I make this?

SPEAKER_09

No, no, no, that's so weird. PJ just walked.

SPEAKER_06

I'm a big boy too, right? I don't know if big boys probably get my eat on.

SPEAKER_09

And then there's a reason he literally lives 10 feet from a grocery store.

SPEAKER_05

You know, I I do cook all the time, but what's weird is is I come up with stuff, but I've never ate something and then be like, I need to know how like picked up, I need to know how to make this like a Lego or something. Like you put Legos together. Uh when I was playing with Legos, I would um go go to someone's house and they got a cool Lego thing. I would think, man, I would love to learn how to build this thing, but when it comes to like eating or something, or I don't know, even a cocktail or something, when I drink it, I'm just I just enjoy it. Yeah, um, I don't think, man, I would also need to know how to, I would also like to know how to make this. So that's that's about to change my whole way of thinking about things, really. You know. We just had some incredible bud last weekend, and now I'm thinking, I would love to learn how to make that you ever make edibles or anything? No, no, no. I consume really, but not.

SPEAKER_09

I was gonna say, honestly, especially with now doing the show, not that I wouldn't make my own stuff sometime or learn just for the knowledge of how to make stuff, but we kind of get stuff too. So yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_09

And I don't always have to look towards can I make this? Because one of the most fun things we do is just reach out to people and be like, hey, can we get some shit and we'll talk about it?

SPEAKER_05

Yeah. Have incredible conversations with them. Then we get product, then we get to talk about it, and then we get to give it to you. We are we're we're not stingy at this show whatsoever. Whatever we get, we try to spread out to as many people as we possibly can. So, you know. But what would also be also be able to make our own stuff and be able to do all those things as well. Yeah, pass it out.

SPEAKER_02

I love making things. I make mushroom treats all the time. My balls are my balls are crazy.

SPEAKER_05

I'm gonna have to I'm gonna have to find out.

SPEAKER_02

You may need to clarify that.

SPEAKER_00

Anybody knows me? They know my balls.

SPEAKER_09

I guess I don't know you then.

SPEAKER_05

Hey, you know, I'm gonna have to find out. I don't know. Not the balls. Oh man, you told me.

SPEAKER_02

I'm told. I make these Dubai um chocolate. Well, the first balls that I started making were these Oreo cream cheese, mushroom chocolate balls.

SPEAKER_09

I'm so glad I'm actually doing this episode sober right now. There's way too much ball talk going on.

SPEAKER_00

Balls, nuts, everything.

SPEAKER_09

Listen, oh man.

SPEAKER_02

Chocolate balls. But yeah, I love making treats. I make these Dubai uh chocolate balls as well. They have like pistachio cream, peanut butter, and much runs. I I love making things that where you cannot taste because I think the worst thing about mushrooms is the taste. Yeah. Eating them.

SPEAKER_09

I I have yet to experience a journey. Um, but that's one of the things I hear a lot is what are you gonna put it in? How are you gonna have it? Because they taste terrible.

SPEAKER_07

Yes, they're horrible.

SPEAKER_09

Which sucks because I love mushrooms in general. Like give me any other kind of edible mushroom that you would normally eat and like oh, turn it off. I would never say anything tastes bad. I love mushrooms, but that's the one thing that I hear more and more over and over again is just find something to put it in because you don't want to have it plain.

SPEAKER_02

You have to be creative with mushrooms. I I make uh these lemonades. Oh man. Yeah, I've okay.

SPEAKER_09

So we're getting together with Taya's.

SPEAKER_05

She's definitely invited to the next cookout, there's no doubt about it. Absolutely. My goodness. We got balls, we got lemonades. Man, come on. That sounds good to me.

SPEAKER_01

Floating.

SPEAKER_09

So you were in college, you started growing weed, that turned into okay, I can do mushrooms. How did that continue to sort of snowball?

SPEAKER_02

Um, well, I would say after I got into like growing mushrooms, I started to want to teach more, teach more people about understanding, because people are very intimidated by mushrooms. And I think with anything, like with being ignorant to anything, you just don't have an understanding of it. So giving people that kind of clarity and just teaching them um about microdosing, about different ways of having mushrooms, I think that, you know, that that's kind of more what I've been centered in and focused on.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_02

Um, so I that's what my Instagram page is kind of based in, is just giving people knowledge about how mushrooms are beneficial, especially if you're microdosing, because it it can heal so many different things like mental ailments, um, anxiety, depression, people who have PTSD, like so. I've just been doing a lot more research and how mushrooms, because mushrooms are like the next, I don't think a lot of people know mushrooms are the next like big thing for the medical field.

SPEAKER_09

I I totally agree. Once we get past this hemp bullshit, yeah, yeah, mushrooms are on the horizon. And some states are already starting to make progress. I mean, just in the the few months we've been recording, New Jersey passed some major legislation. I want to say last month. Or yeah, last month, because we're in March now, um, to start looking at mushrooms for you know, for therapy. So, I mean, it that's the first I've heard of someone actually taking that step so far. There may be some other states, but that one stood out when I saw it. So I agree. Like it's if we can get past some of the crap now that is gonna pave the way for that to happen, it's gonna happen.

SPEAKER_02

Very much so. Yeah, that's uh it just it sucks. Like that that's that's where I feel like I'm coming in. I'm gonna play a part in destigmatizing herbal medicine because it's it carries such a negative connotation. Like the things that heal us are considered negative and bad for us, but the things that kill us are considered the things that you know are pushed for us to put in our bodies.

SPEAKER_09

Yeah, well, there's more money in the things that kill you.

SPEAKER_02

It's yeah, it's a scam. And I I feel like more people are becoming more aware of like just how the medical field is my exact sentiments.

SPEAKER_09

I actually say that phrase verbatim probably once a week. Yes.

SPEAKER_02

So um I'm um really and I and I I have so many other ventures that I do too. Like I was just saying, I um also do voice acting and acting.

SPEAKER_00

Just let them be found out.

SPEAKER_09

We are actually a hundred percent gonna plug that because this may have been one of the greatest things you showed us uh off air. And it was amazing. I'm just imagining myself honestly watching it later under the influence a little bit. Oh talk about that if you want to for a few minutes, because I think that's a great plug to make here for people to look up and watch.

SPEAKER_02

Yes, definitely go check out the Woodsons. The Woodsons, um, it is a show based around uh the Ed and Eddy show, the character Plank. Um, so my friend Art, he's a great artist and he directs, he shoots it, he does everything with it. And um I he just you know casted me as a character. And my role in there, I talked about mushrooms a lot. We actually have an episode. I mean, rightfully so. Not the right person. So one of the characters, uh, we recently just had an episode where one of the characters she basically got like she passed out because she ate a bunch of like mushrooms and she had like an experience or whatever. So um voice acting is so fun. I love doing that a lot.

SPEAKER_09

Now, because the characters are all planks of wood, is there a maybe uh an episode where like one of them just starts growing mushrooms? Oh that would be what like on themselves.

SPEAKER_05

They're just like they like look up and they're like, oh my god, what is that?

SPEAKER_09

You can take that for free. Yeah, I'll I'll I'll let the idea go.

SPEAKER_05

They go to a piece of wood and be like, I can't see what this something's all about. And then someone just eats it. The other one like recognizes what it is and is like, oh my gosh. I have a friend.

SPEAKER_09

Like your character growing mushrooms on them could just come in and be like, oh, this is and then give like the Latin name of it, and then just take a big bite.

SPEAKER_00

Oh man. Start running testing on that would be awful.

SPEAKER_09

I mean, honestly, you showed us a few minutes worth of it, and it looked pretty funny. Um honestly, yeah, just it's live live action in a way, and then it's a little animated too. Um but it looked pretty funny, and I will absolutely check an episode out later when I have nothing to do and I'm just vibing out. I love it.

SPEAKER_01

It's more than kind of moment, trust me.

SPEAKER_09

Yeah, good stuff. And so now you like you said, you're doing all these things, opportunities are coming to you. You've you you've got your businesses, you're doing the voice acting, um but you also do a podcast. Yes, and it is called Beyond the Mask. And so we have a few minutes before we're gonna take our break. Let's let's talk about how that came to be because that was really after we chatted the first time, you advised me to just go watch some episodes. Um and the first one I picked, honestly, was how we had one of our other upcoming guests later on this season, Nani. Um, you gave me no direction, you just said pick one of the female episodes if you want something good to watch. And I I landed on her. And so I love the concept of what you're doing with that channel. Um, because well, I'll I'll let you tell it. I'm not gonna give away why. But I think it's something really, really cool that you're doing with that. So, how did that come up as a project for you?

SPEAKER_02

Well, funny enough, I actually last well, the year before last year, I was living in Thailand for a little bit. And uh while I was there, I got inspired to like start a podcast. And I didn't know what I wanted to be based around. Um, I kept coming up with things. I was, I originally started off and I was gonna do a podcast on people who have just been through like really traumatic experiences and how they feel through it and what shaped them. Um then I was like, how can we make this more aligned with something that we really truly love? So then I was like, mushrooms, mushrooms, interviewing people who have had these, you know, amazing herbal experiences that have shaped them and have really molded them in some way or changed their life in some way and introduced them to herbal medicines. Um, so that's pretty much how I started. Like I was just like, let me, let me, I feel like more people need to, and like I said, I'm destigmatizing um, you know, what the negative connotation behind herbal medicines and mushrooms and psychedelics because it is something that's healing and it has changed people in so many different ways. Um, so I just started interviewing a lot of people, and that's something that I kind of started and stopped because I couldn't really find people who wanted to talk about their experiences.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah.

SPEAKER_02

But I do want to, you know, start interviewing people again because I really do love hearing about people, you know, just sharing their story because it's it's it was honestly it's a story.

SPEAKER_09

It was really interesting because yeah, obviously there's there's an entertaining factor to it when people talk about their stories, but there's also the whole, like you said, you're trying to destigmatize things. And so hearing these real experiences from people who who had them and how they did them. And for for someone who wants to do it but hasn't yet, like this is good information to just hear everyone's methods or what worked, what didn't work. Um, you know, who was were you with a guy that kind of helped you through it versus just tripping out on your own? And so I think that's where a lot of things get the bad name from is it's you only hear about the bad experiences. There's not enough people publicly putting out this type of content or what we're doing, because that's part of our show too, is we joke, we laugh, we tell the horror stories, but we tell that so that people don't have to experience it. And we tell the good stories so you can hear these are the ways you can enjoy it better. Very much so. And you're doing something very similar just with another plant that we haven't totally incorporated into this show yet. So, like you said, it's it's evolving and it's gonna be the next thing. So we wanted it to jump on being able to share that with our guests too.

SPEAKER_01

Very much so.

SPEAKER_05

I can't wait for you to find uh those folks that do want to tell those stories, um, because there's something incredible about being being down low and then being able to get out of that that sunken place for some people, um, and knowing that it is um some type of plant medicine that that helps you get get to that good place. More people need to hear that, more people want to find other ways than going to the the doctor and buying a medicine that costs a hundred dollars a week to use. Um so I'm looking forward to hearing um when those folks come out and really are excited to tell the story.

SPEAKER_02

Yes, for sure. Yeah, that's what I really love about interviewing people too, is because people will really share with you like you can have the experience, because a bad tri, you know, they always say like bad trips, but I always tell people there's no such thing as a bad trip. You're only going through what you need to face and you need to release because your mind, you there's no part of your mind or your body that's against you. Everything is working for you. So if you feel something, if you see something, that's something that you need to experience and you need to face. And you you need to talk with yourself. You may you may have something that happened in your past when you were younger that you didn't deal with or you didn't, you know, it really traumatized you and you you are holding it literally in your body, in your nervous system. And what the mushrooms do is it's an intelligent technology, is what I like to call it, because it will literally, I always call it scooping. Like, like when you feel that weird, like when you're going up on mushrooms, it feels like you're going up on a roller coaster, like when you eat them. It really feels like and you start to feel this uncomfortable. Inch by inch. Yes. And I always call it like it's like the mycelium or like the the the um the mushroom itself is like taking everything that you know is negative or is like influencing you in some way, it's taking it and it's like almost like um if you think about venom, like spider, if you think about like that, it's like sticking to it. And it's okay, it's like just taking it all and it's it's it's making sure that you can release it. So you may cry, you may scream, you may go through some type of manic episode, but at the end of it, you come out of it a better person. But this is why, you know, having an understanding of the medicine is important instead of going in it kind of blindsided, because you know, I my sister she works into the um health field, into like the mental side of things, and she'll she'll tell me sometimes like people will come in there and they did some type of drug or they did something like a psychedelic and it had a negative effect on them, and they came in there manic, crazy, and that's because they didn't have someone with them or they didn't have the understanding of the medicine, so they took it, was started dealing with stuff they didn't even know that they had internally stuff inside of them, and they're they're facing all of it all at once, so it's like, yeah, that's a lot that could be a lot for anybody. So um, just giving people that guidance is what's so important for me.

SPEAKER_09

Yeah. That and correct me if I'm wrong because I'm the novice here, but the way I look at it too is I don't think you should ever just go into taking mushrooms on a whim. There needs to be an intention right behind why. Um, obviously, every experience is gonna be different, so you can't go into it saying, Well, I want to do it for this reason because that's what's gonna happen. You have no idea what's gonna actually happen. But, you know, you want to intentionally go into it with a good mind.

SPEAKER_02

Mm-hmm. Yes, because it will enhance anything that you're feeling. Any herbal medicine really is there to enhance so that you can feel more, you know, especially even with cannabis. I've had um some psychedelic like experiences with cannabis because it was it was during the intentional meditation. Um and I was able to like really shift my subconscious into like a whole nother realm. But anyway. But um that's what I feel like those medicines are there for, is there for us to, like you said, set our intentions and know what it is that we really want to get out of the medicine instead of just going in it blindsided and we're just like, I want to get high. It's like, yeah, that's cool. It's cool to have fun, but I would never suggest you take mushrooms and go to a concert. I don't know about it.

SPEAKER_09

Oh God. I don't know how people do it. I don't know how they do it.

SPEAKER_01

Like, no, don't do that. Why would you do that? No.

SPEAKER_05

I heard a story from a friend um today, actually, when I told him that you were coming on. Um, he said that the person who kind of uh figured out the whole the whole mushroom case, like the second time that he took it, because the experience was so wild, he said he wanted to up the ante a little bit, and he rode his bicycle after after he took some. And I was just like, oh my god.

SPEAKER_01

It's so fun. It's so fun.

SPEAKER_05

When I think about riding the bike, you got your whole body moving, and then this crazy thing that really nothing else can do this at a s at a certain speed, you're looking forward, but things are passing by you on the side, and your whole body's moving at the same time. That seems like way too much to be going on.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, I would doubt that would be for an experience for sure. I would never but like if you micro dose, that's why I said microdosing is so because it's just enough for you to feel it in a background to where it can boost your mood, it can boost mental clarity, it can boost you know, just a good little happy feeling.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_02

Um, it's almost like giving you, you know, microdose to edible or something like that. Yeah, I always compare mushrooms in marijuana because like can't in cannabis because they do have similar um effects to one another. Like you get highs on mushrooms, of course. So um, yeah, just yeah, I I have an e-bike and I take it.

SPEAKER_09

I was gonna say, I don't know if I could pedal a bike physically. So I'd have to have some sort of electronic.

SPEAKER_02

Oh my god, I was about to run over some of the trigger.

SPEAKER_05

Get your children out the lake.

SPEAKER_04

Oh my god. Get your children out of the way.

SPEAKER_09

Are you are you one of those people that will also ride with like your legs straight out to really force those people to move out of the way?

SPEAKER_05

Come on the e-bike, too. Now you know you have to pedal, you can just stay out there and hold it. Oh my gosh.

SPEAKER_09

Oh, dude, now you're breaking equipment. No mushrooms necessarily. Nothing on you at all.

SPEAKER_05

That's why when I partake, I want I uh my intentions are very clear. I want it to be an incredible journey. Uh I'm I'm ready for the good, the bad, whatever comes up, and then I want to be ready to uh uh uh attack those things that come up, or to just relax in those things. That's why the one guarantee that I have is I want to be guided through it. I am not going to do this by myself. I want somebody there that can care for me and my uh I'm a big, so I'm a big boy. I'm a I'm physically a large mass that moves through earth, right? I'm a large mass. There's not too much stuff I need to worry about on a regular everyday basis, but I know this was gonna make me very uh what's the what's the word? Uh vulnerable. Super extremely vulnerable is what I'm hearing from everyone. And so I want somebody to care for me like a little baby.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah.

SPEAKER_05

There's somebody to be there for me.

SPEAKER_02

Very much so. Yeah, yeah, that's what I use. I do trips. I actually just tripsed it for a friend recently. Tripsity. Is that on is there an app for that?

SPEAKER_04

Like that's there an app.com. You got babysitters, but not the trips.

SPEAKER_09

You you may have just come up with something unknowingly. And someone who will never listen to this show is not gonna hear it and create it.

SPEAKER_02

Exactly. We need to actually be on it, like for real.

SPEAKER_09

Trips. There you go. Put that into your next business. We're we're getting into your grant requests. I also need to develop an app for this.

SPEAKER_02

They're gonna be like, she's a genius. A thousand.

SPEAKER_09

That sounds awesome. But on that note, um, we're gonna actually take a quick pause and then we're gonna come back to this because I love where it's going. But we have got to take a quick break for that word from our sponsors.

SPEAKER_05

We'll be right back.

SPEAKER_09

We'll be right back. And of course, as with every episode, we always want to make sure we thank our relationship sponsors for everything they are provided for this season. And within that, what we've been doing each episode is a little trivia question that is a giveaway at the end. So one of our listeners will have the chance to win some fine products as well. You're gonna be going home with stuff. So, on behalf of the podcast and our flower provider for the show, the Ghostface Gorilla, you're gonna be getting a complimentary pre-roll, as well as some non-flavored powdered drink additives from our friends at Hey Binks. Little five milligram packets. Just dump it in, stir it in, good to go. Um, but with the trivia question, one of our guests will also get a pre-roll if they if they win. So I'm gonna ask you a question. It relates to either the artist or the album in some way. You don't really need to know the correct answer. But you can try to answer it. We'll give the correct answer, win the episode post during the week at some point. We'll put out a post on all of our socials. That's the announcement of hey, find the find the question in the episode of the week. First person to DM us the correct answer will get themselves approval. So with that, Mrs. Olivan made her national TV debut at age 11 on what TV competition show.

SPEAKER_02

I don't know, this is gonna sound crazy, but I feel like a lot of black people go with it. Oh yeah, showtime. Showtime.

SPEAKER_00

I think this is air by a little email.

SPEAKER_09

Now I'm assuming this was the reboot version if she would have been on it. Yeah. Um yeah, made her debut on Showtime. Now I didn't look up if she won or not. Because that seems to be the trend, right? The artists that never win are the ones that actually have legitimate careers after that.

SPEAKER_04

Exactly. That's motivation.

SPEAKER_02

Especially on American Idol, it's like they give more funny minutes by not getting signs.

SPEAKER_05

Yep. Losing is the greatest teacher.

SPEAKER_09

Honestly, actually, and I don't go into this too far because we gotta keep going with what we're supposed to be doing, but a lot of it is because you're not contractually obligated if you lose. So the people that win, you end up becoming sort of that victim to the industry of now you're under contract. Now you have to do what you won for, what the labels want you to do. Um, whereas some of the most successful artists off of those types of shows, like look at Chris Daughtry, didn't even break the top 10. Yeah, but then had the freedom to do what he wanted after that, and labels came to him saying, We want you for who you are, not what you were on that show. Yeah, that's awesome. And so you can end up probably doing better just because you don't have those same restrictions that the shows can put on you when you win.

SPEAKER_02

They want you to be made in their image, right?

SPEAKER_09

Or like with America's Got Talent, they go on a tour for that show when you win. Like the top ten do the tour. And so, for like the next year of your life, you're just obligated to that, and you don't get to be your own like free artist in a way. So, little tidbit of information because I used to look stuff like that up when I was bored.

SPEAKER_05

Had no idea. I thought they were just out there. All of a sudden they had a strike of genius, and everything that they came out with after that was just all there.

SPEAKER_09

Nope. It's it's I think some people honestly use it as that platform to just kind of get your face in that 15 minutes of fame to show what you can do and then just wait for the offers to come afterwards.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, that's what I would do. I think that's very strategic. I'd be like, all right, I'm good. Thanks for the 15 minutes of fame.

SPEAKER_09

You want you want to make sure in most of those scenarios, you want to make sure you get towards the like the top 10 or between top 10 to 5, but you don't want to actually you'll end up making like sure the million sounds good, but you'll actually end up probably doing better and and being better off without it. But that's just one man's opinion.

SPEAKER_05

There's something just incredible about being able to make your own moves and be how about this? Just be yourself and not have to do what somebody else tells you to do that. There's something about that.

SPEAKER_02

Especially in the entertainment industry because they will literally take you and take your soul.

SPEAKER_05

Yeah, nothing left.

SPEAKER_02

Have you seen sinners? Yep.

SPEAKER_05

I live with a woman that loves to sing, uh, loves um loves black films, and loves like Western Soul and anything that has to do with musicals. So, yes, we have seen it. And I'm terrified. Listen, one of my unrealistic fears in life, uh when I was a young boy, when I was a young man, I thought I was gonna have to deal with vampires a lot more in real life. Still to this day, I got a I got a slight natural fear of vampires. Incredible movie. Incredible movie.

SPEAKER_09

There's so many great memes that go around though online to that same point. Like when we were growing up and the things we saw on TV or in commercials, and you're like, they're always like, I thought I was gonna have a real problem with this in life, by the way. Like everyone portrayed it. And guess what? It's never happened.

SPEAKER_05

Blade, Blade uh had me fooled. I thought I thought I was gonna have to have a time with some vampires with them.

SPEAKER_04

I was like, man, this meat look good too, boy. Uh-oh.

SPEAKER_09

Our generation had a sick obsession with like sexy vampires for some reason. And I don't get it. I never got into Twilight and stuff like that. Because I just didn't get it. I'm like, why are we so obsessed with the ugliest people, but they're vampires?

SPEAKER_00

The people literally want to eat you, really.

SPEAKER_09

They worked it. They worked interview with the vampire. Oh, but see, that's a classic. That's a classic. That started it before it was even gonna become a thing.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah.

SPEAKER_07

That's true.

SPEAKER_09

I've a I haven't watched that movie a long time. Okay. Question because we don't ask enough people this, but we talk about stupid shit we like to watch when we're under the influence.

SPEAKER_07

Yeah.

SPEAKER_09

Favorite kinds of movies to watch when you're tripping.

SPEAKER_02

When I'm tripping. Oh man, I'm a nerd. Okay, okay. I'm a nerd, so I like to watch documentaries and things I'm gonna learn from. I'm so weird.

SPEAKER_09

Because you're like laser focused.

SPEAKER_02

I like watching documentaries, or really when I'm tripping though, I really love music. Like because you feel everything.

SPEAKER_05

Everything is you can smell the notes.

SPEAKER_09

Even just from uh from a hemp and cannabis standpoint, obviously I love listening to music, but it's one of my favorite things to do when you're in certain states of mind to just put certain styles of music on. We we have a couple that like we bought solely for that reason. Like, I have a Dalai Lama album where he's just chanting the whole time. And I I'll we tell this story too often, but BJ had the best experience that night I've I've ever witnessed someone right there on the floor.

SPEAKER_05

I was on the floor, I was being sucked into another rail through the floor, listening to the Dalai Lama just give us direction and praise and blessing. I don't know what the hell he was saying, but it was it was giving it, it was giving me life. No, it was the end of the night right where you're sitting right here. And it was the best sleep I've ever had in my life.

SPEAKER_09

By the end of the night, because it was the two of us and our our two wives, so by the end of the night, we were all for just like completely laying in awkward positions on the couch, spread out, like diagonally and sewn out, listening. Like is it almost in a trance-like state? Yeah, it's very much so. Freaky at first, but then we just let it go, and we were like, this is great. And then I have another album that I gotta play you sometime. I got for I think it was last year's Christmas, not this last Christmas the year before and it's Buddhist renditions of Metallica Songs.

SPEAKER_06

Oh my gosh.

SPEAKER_09

Sounds weird, sounds AIs, but it's so good the way they composed the music to these renditions, and if you're spacing out, it's another one where you just kind of get lost in all the hidden sounds, like you hear everything. There's so many levels to the music. My wife and I listened to it together, and we were just in that high where we were dissecting everything, like live in moment of what we were hearing, and we were finding like other songs within the songs, like different like hip hop beats within the songs. So we're like, did they just sample like Missy Elliott in this bonus Metallica song? Like, we were just hearing shit.

unknown

Oh my god.

SPEAKER_09

But it was a great time.

SPEAKER_00

I need that, I need that in my life, actually.

SPEAKER_09

I will play it for you anytime you want to come vibe listen to it. But see, when I'm buying stuff, like I look at it in two different ways. There's the stuff that I want because it's the music I grew up with and I love and it's my favorite artist. But then there's like the how would that sound when I'm baked? Yeah, yeah. I'm gonna grab that and find out.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, it's a different experience. Like when you feel music and you feel because I mean, sound affects us on a cellular level. Like, literally, it affects us, it affects our emotions, how we feel. And I it's so much power in music, and I feel like we should definitely be more intentional with the sound that we have to our bodies, just like we should be intentional with pretty much anything, anything, but especially with music, because music is power. And if we listen to certain things over and over and over again, we affirm certain things in our mind. So that's why I'm like, yeah, when I'm when I'm intoxicated, I already know. Like, I'm like that. I like to listen to like meditation music. I knew sound healing, so I'm like, I'm into instruments. I'm just gonna pop some of my stuff, but you should have.

SPEAKER_09

Actually, you should've. It's hard to choose, I know.

SPEAKER_07

I'm not trying to stay with your bad.

SPEAKER_09

We would not have stopped you, not to tall. Yeah, next time.

SPEAKER_02

Yes, very much so. Very, very much so. I like putting that's that's one of my one of my jobs. I like putting people in trances.

SPEAKER_09

I love being put in trances. And that brings me to an interesting point that I thought of a while back when I was first exploring your stuff. And I might get the exact verbiage wrong, but one of the videos I watched, you were actually talking about um getting high without getting high, right? Like feeling feeling that euphoria without actually consuming anything. And it was probably one of my favorite things I actually watched that day because I love that so much. And if you've ever anyone that has ever like gotten that kind of feeling just from something ordinary without consuming anything, it's honestly sometimes better than the other one. Yeah, it is. Um, and I wish I had re I had watched that video again before today. Um, but it's been a week and I forgot. But I knew that was one of the points I wanted to bring up with you because I was like, that's such a great topic to bring into any kind of whether it be a podcast or YouTube channel, whatever. Because we talk so heavily about the tripping, the psychedelia, the you know, the the euphoria because of the product, yeah, but not how we can achieve that in life without it.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah. Um, it's it's so possible. I mean, everything that we take and we consume is just activating something that's already within us. So it's not necessarily that we need the product, it's just that we use those things as tools. And um, one way that we can definitely tap into like that high is through our breath. Um because it's just once you breathe and you understand how to truly breathe, then you can um, you know, it starts to affect like you on a cellular level, it starts to affect your mind and you can't reach. Like there, when I was in Thailand, there was a guy there who taught people how to do a DMT breathe breathing with um you just like ice bath and like you would get an ice bath, and then you would do like breath work. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's intense, but you go into a trance, like you have a psychedelic experience as if you took something, but you didn't take anything.

SPEAKER_09

You're just that cold.

SPEAKER_01

It like shocks, like literally shocks the body.

SPEAKER_09

It does. I I hear so many good things about it, and I just can't bring myself to do it. You gotta do it a nice bath.

SPEAKER_02

You gotta do it. Do it and sensory deprivation too. I used to work in accessory deprivation.

SPEAKER_09

Yeah, okay. What haven't you done at this point?

SPEAKER_05

Well, I'm I live at the lake. I live up in Lake Norma, so we're gonna have to get you in the show. We're gonna get you in the oh gosh, like a freaking shark. Like a big old shark. Yeah, yeah, I got you. And I got the floaties in the life.

SPEAKER_00

I need to learn.

SPEAKER_05

Speaking of um like euphoric without uh having any types of um, you know, herbal medicine or or whatnot. I remember uh back when I was in the army, back in the old days. I was about his size back then. Uh if you could believe it, I've seen the pictures, so it is true. I was like his size, and I love to run. I used to run even all the way over here from where I lived in in a route that I used to do. And there was this one hill where you have to focus on your breathing over here in the neighborhood beside you. And one time I was running and I was I was like, oh my gosh, I never did drugs. Thank, thank God, even in the hood that I grew up in and all the crazy stuff that I've gone through in my life, my life, I never did any type of drugs whatsoever growing up. And then once I got in the army, I obviously couldn't do any. But I'm dizzy. I feel I was like, is this what high feels like? And then I found out that through proper breathing techniques at a certain heart rate level for a specific amount of time, you can get what's called a runner's high. And it is absolutely a high. And let's just check it for like the next two or three months, I was trying to figure out what I need to do to get back to that. I need to taste that one more time. I just couldn't, and I couldn't figure it out. So then I stopped trying and Then um and then I found out a little bit later on, it's called a runner's fine, you gotta have a certain heartbeat and blah blah blah. But it was like I once it happened, I kind of knew I needed to stick at the same speed that I was going and breathing the same way that I was breathing. And it lasted for like five minutes, and then I just stopped. And I was like, what is going on? I felt I felt high. And no, nothing. I was like, I didn't all I had was water, not even any soda or caffeine or anything. I was looking for that as much as I possibly could for like the next two or three months.

SPEAKER_01

Have you ever fast?

SPEAKER_05

Fast?

SPEAKER_01

That don't mean nothing.

SPEAKER_05

I am fastly looking for my next meal.

SPEAKER_09

I was gonna start trying to make a joke of there somewhere too. Like, how fast can I fit this in my mouth? No, no fast, man. Never, never tried that. BJ doesn't do anything fast.

SPEAKER_05

No, I've not I've not tried fasting.

SPEAKER_02

Okay, fasting high. When you fast for a certain amount of time, you literally feel like you're floating on a different, I don't know, realm.

SPEAKER_09

Like yeah, it's and that's the feeling I love. Like, especially when it comes unexpectedly, because you're not doing anything. Yeah, and so you don't even realize it's gonna happen, and then you get to that level, and it's indescribable.

SPEAKER_03

An unexpected high is ridiculous.

SPEAKER_09

Some of the best ones I've ever had, and I'll be as PG as I can with this, even though this show is nowhere near PG. Yeah, but like if you've ever orgasmed to the point where you literally feel like you left the dimension and you're in a whole nother universe. Um when you experience that again, you're like, hey, how can I make this happen every fucking time? Every time. But like, yeah, you just you know what you're doing, and then somehow you're like, I don't know where I am right now. Like the come down off of that is so amazing.

SPEAKER_05

And what I'm finding is it always has to do with some capacity with the breathing, yes, with the with the the intensity of the breathing or the method of the breathing.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, yeah, and it makes sense you say it with sex too, because like you know, sex is our natural state of like ecstasy, right? It's just who we naturally are. We come from sex, we are sex, everything is sex. So, like when we're in that natural state or that natural form, we just activate certain things within our chakras.

SPEAKER_09

So once once you know, things are in alignment the planets, the sun, the orbits, the stars, everything is aligning.

SPEAKER_02

Now I know we're talking about without the medicine.

SPEAKER_09

I also do it with.

SPEAKER_02

Okay, okay. I was gonna say, have you ever experienced like with mushrooms? Oh my gosh, I can imagine. You will never want to have sex ever again. Oh now mushrooms.

SPEAKER_09

So not with mushrooms, because again, I haven't tried mushrooms in general yet, but I am currently going through different cannabis strains, finding which ones get that best feeling, and that's a fun experiment. Because there are certain ones, and everyone's different. So there are certain nights where I might feel that way, but the my wife doesn't, or I'll I'll talk about it with BJ and be like, hey, because we we shared the same one that night or something. Hey, did you get that feeling tonight? No, I don't know I just wanted to go to sleep. I was like, I was rabid as a beast. But again, there's more with microdosing and not going too far, but there are strains that are definitely I would put high in the aphrodisiac column, and I can't even explain why because it's not in the profile itself, so it's how it's reacting with my body somehow.

SPEAKER_07

Right.

SPEAKER_09

And it's not all of them, it's certain ones. And even the ones that do give you that feeling, it's different feelings within that, and you're just like, I don't, I can't explain it, but I love it. Yeah, yeah, and at the end, again, you're you're just like, I don't want to do this the other way anymore. Like, forget that old one. This is amazing. Not only will it increase, in my opinion, it increases stamina and endurance, but then also like the euphoria of the buildup at the end, you're just like yes, you feel you're connected to the feeling so much more, like it's so much more intense. You feel everything, yes, in your entire body, you like you feel everything.

SPEAKER_05

So I can only imagine with mushrooms.

SPEAKER_02

Yo my god, if you're not even I have you have an orgasm without orgasms, yes, yes, yes.

SPEAKER_05

I learned I I learned through great mentors, I learned because especially as men is something that we need to learn, especially if we want to provide the most and the best pleasure for uh for our wives, we need to learn how to be able to do that. And once I figured it out, I was like, oh yeah, yeah, that's freaking amazing, yeah, and it's completely possible, but it does take focus um and concentration, yeah, yeah, and tension, yeah, and do it very much so. So that that's the way it feels with the with the um with the mushrooms, yes, yes, it feels like you're having sex in the astral realm, like not even on this planet.

SPEAKER_02

That's what like a consistent like imagine an orgasm if it was consistent, like it wasn't just for that moment, it was just see, we'll never know what that's like because it's always just an instant.

SPEAKER_09

We don't have that privilege. Mushrooms place later, bring the mushrooms up and click on the. We do, it just takes a lot more practice and efforts and a mental capacity I don't usually have in that moment.

SPEAKER_05

Well, I think mushrooms just work this way onto my calendar fairly quick. Fairly soon. Let's go ahead and plug that into the calendar real quick. Next week. Yep, next week sounds good.

SPEAKER_09

I'd like to give a funny anecdote at your expense because it just happened. So last weekend at the recording we had, VJ mentioned we uh we had we shared some product. Yeah, well, we had some gifted to us, so you know, he went home and I kept some here and whatever. And before he left, the goal was to go home, smoke, and then tell his wife he wanted to have sex. Yeah, yeah, that's the no, that was the plan.

SPEAKER_04

It was like boom, boom, boom.

SPEAKER_09

So I texted him the next day to ask how the evening went. I know how my evening went. We had some, we actually had some guests staying with us, so we just cut up and had fun all night. Um, his his answer was, well, I can read it verbatim. I was saying, I can pull it up fast too if you want to read the verbatim text. It was the funniest thing I've read in a long time.

SPEAKER_05

My official review White Truffle is officially my new party, my new party screen. I spent an hour last night dancing to Jersey Club music while my wife cleaned our entire bedroom enthusiastically, 10 out of 10.

SPEAKER_09

That was the night. He danced to Jersey Shore music and she cleaned the room.

SPEAKER_05

And we had an amazing night.

SPEAKER_09

That's what Tony enthusiastically, though. Enthusiastically.

SPEAKER_05

She wasn't excited about cleaning the she got like listen, so I'm a I'm an old drill sergeant, right? So we clean, we take everything off. And we clean everything. No, everything else.

SPEAKER_09

Ironically enough, if you know BJ, he takes everything off.

SPEAKER_05

You gotta take everything off the shelf and clean it. Well, she never does that. We'll just uh but our house is clean. She took everything off of everything and cleaned everything on everything and took everything off of those every little things and cleaned every little bit of everything. And I've never seen that before. And I was, and she was excited about it. I was like, all right, what trouble it is, baby? Let's meanwhile, he's just dancing. I'm dancing. And then I felt so bad in the morning because I was like, I didn't touch a thing, I didn't touch a thing in this room, and it is so clean. And she was like, Don't you worry, like I felt joy doing that.

SPEAKER_00

She's like, You did exactly what you need.

SPEAKER_02

Dance.

SPEAKER_05

Oh my gosh. For two hours. My God.

SPEAKER_02

That's my most favorite thing to do, is just be high and dance. Yeah.

SPEAKER_09

That and honestly, all jokes aside, I love getting high with the intention of like doing something like cleaning to get that motivation to like, A, it's so much more fun, but B with the right strain again. You're just you're focused on that task and you just kind of crank it out the best you've ever done it. And like, I don't take shit off when I clean either.

SPEAKER_05

Clean around it, right?

SPEAKER_09

But you get in that mindset where you're just like, I gotta do everything. And then at the end, you're actually thrilled that it happened. Because you're like, this place is so nice. And I did this. Sometimes you just need that little extra push to like really deep dive into the chore you have to do that you don't want to do.

SPEAKER_02

Have y'all had any products with THCV in it?

SPEAKER_04

Yes.

SPEAKER_02

Yes, it's weird or wrong.

SPEAKER_05

Wheat or wrong? So focus.

SPEAKER_09

It's also an appetite suppressant. Which is how I first learned about it. Because I saw it listed on a product and I was like, okay, we're just adding letters to THC now. Because there's so many, and then I saw it. I was like, well, what the fuck is this?

SPEAKER_02

Central hydrocannable barrel.

SPEAKER_05

There you go. There we are.

SPEAKER_00

I know we like so much. Perfect. I know her.

SPEAKER_09

So the sad part is we're we're getting close to time. The good news is you are fantastic about segueing yourself into things I want to ask you without even knowing it. One of the things we've really been focusing on this season is obviously the headband and using our platform to just talk about that openly with all of our guests as sort of a little testimonial as well as to why it's important, why we need to work to what we're calling protect the plant, why we need to extend, you know, because the band's not technically in place yet until November, you know, why we need to push to extend that or work around it. Like, what does the plant overall mean to you? Is really the question. Um, and then you know, we'll probably use that for promotional stuff, but really we want to get everyone's take on why it's so important. This is how we're continuing to break that stigma.

SPEAKER_02

Right. Well, for me, I've been working in the cannabis industry for about five years now. Well, actually a little bit longer than if I count what I'm doing prior to the case.

SPEAKER_09

If you count the photo, yeah, and all the amateur hours in your bedroom clock.

SPEAKER_00

Right. Like, okay, now I'm like, oh, calculation.

SPEAKER_02

But I've I've been, you know, just connecting with the plant for so long now. I remember my first time getting hive. And since I've been working in the industry, I've connected with it in a different way to where I actually understand it now. And like I was saying earlier, once you understand something, you you gain a different type of connection with it because now you get to actually learn about it and how it benefits you. And since I've been in the cannabis industry, I work with people every day who have something going on, whether it be trouble sleeping, whether it be pain, whether it be they have cancer, and I see how people can start off coming in. They could be a new customer and they come in there and they're dealing with something, and they they look so sad and they look so drained and they look so tired. But let them come in there for a few weeks and they and they come in there probably a month later and they'll be the happiest person. Like, and they they thank us all the time of how much you know cannabis has really helped them and helped shift their lives, it helped them sleep better, it helped them with pain that they've been dealing with that medicine cannot help them with. And a lot of people too, to shoot down, but also not to shoot down, uh, you know, hospitals, doctors are failing a lot of people. And that's just the truth behind it. You know, medicine is expensive, and people can't afford their lives, let alone uh, you know, some high prescription medicine that's going to leave them with some type of other ailment. And the end of the day, let's just go ahead and be honest about it. But with cannabis, it's more holistic. So you don't have these side effects, you don't have these, you know, things that are gonna give you something that you're gonna have to take another pill for later on in life, you know, for so it's just so beneficial. So with the hemp band being a place, it is definitely something that's affecting my job, it's affecting me as a person. Um, and I think it's also giving us an opportunity to know to come together because so many people use cannabis. And even people who may have, you know, you know, been like said something negative about it, who didn't smoke it back in the day, who just like, oh, the devil's lattice, you know, stuff like that. Now they're like, no, this is actually very future for me, and I use it to, you know, so I see I see it all the time. I even have old police men who, you know, used to be in a police field come in there now, and they're like, I used to, you know, uh pull people and arrest people for this. Now I take it and it's amazing for me. And I'm just like, oh my gosh, look at this. This is so great. I love how beneficial cannabis really is for people. And I think once we actually come together and really stand on, you know, business when it comes to it, it's gonna, it's gonna shine a whole different light of us as a community, for one thing, of us as a people and how we really can stand together and say no to bullshit at the end of the day, because that's what it is. You know, there shouldn't be people telling us what we can and can't do, because like, who are you? I don't get it. I I don't know who you are. You're telling me how I can live my life. Um, it's just something that I I I don't think we should stand for it anymore. So um that's my thoughts on the hemp band. Hopefully, it really does shift and we can extend or do whatever because it it also just doesn't make sense. Like it makes sense. None at all.

SPEAKER_05

It doesn't it doesn't unless you think through what how could this make sense? And the ways that it could make sense is that big farmers putting money in people's pockets that can't live without it, yeah, right? They can't live without those hundreds of thousands of dollars for their their um for them to be able to live on because they're getting it, or because they're um they're when they're when they're uh running for office, that money's being put into advertisements and that they wouldn't be able to get from other other people. Um those are the only reasons why I can come up with um that that you would be so adamant about people in your own community who are seeing incredible benefits from it and saying uh you want to represent us but not listen to what we say. That's the only way that I can see it. It's a money factor, man.

SPEAKER_01

It's always blown into it.

SPEAKER_05

And then there's a lot of us, there's a lot of people in this country that are really tired of seeing big organizations affecting the people that we elect to represent us and then not do what we say. A lot of people are not feeling that. And this is just a small little piece of the pie of that happening. Um, but it's it's happening way too much, you know.

SPEAKER_02

People are easily bought out of their morals or just what they know is valuable. Like, and another thing too is not only big pharma, but alcohol companies. Alcohol sales have dropped tremendously since because people aren't drinking anymore. People don't need to drink, they're not, you know, they're using cannabis in something that's more than the THC drinks.

SPEAKER_09

Oh, we highlight this every single episode. And then we say how great they are.

SPEAKER_05

Just hop on board. If you're a beer maker, you just need to transition. All you gotta do is transition.

SPEAKER_09

Like they can't do that.

SPEAKER_05

Let's do that. We need to make that a put that on a show. Hops that for real, because that's all you gotta do. You see that your clientele are shifting. You can try to force it as much as you want to, but eventually you're gonna do, you're gonna have to deal with what your customer wants. And you just hops to hemp. There you go. And we buy it. Like we are buying it up if you got it.

SPEAKER_09

So hops to hemp. I'm gonna have to remember that. That's a good one. That's a little, that's a great nugget to end on right there. Hops to hemp. Get on board, lobbyists.

SPEAKER_05

Budweiser. Go ahead and make that Budweiser with hemp in there.

SPEAKER_00

Budweiser, you already got a name.

SPEAKER_09

Okay, I'll go pee in a jar and throw some weed in it and let you drink it because that would be Budweiser. Sounds good to me. The hops to hemp. Sounds good. I don't want their name on shh.

SPEAKER_05

They literally have the name already. Budweiser. Such an easy transition. Marketing check done. Would you wear a Budweiser hat with like a weekly? I would not.

SPEAKER_09

I would not waste my money to that conversation.

SPEAKER_05

I would.

SPEAKER_09

And they transitioned with us, man.

SPEAKER_05

They transitioned with us.

SPEAKER_09

Speaking of transitioning, we've got to wrap up the episode. Because we're very close to at time.

SPEAKER_04

But our guests are.

SPEAKER_09

But before we sign off, honestly, this was probably one of the fastest conversations. So thank you for bringing everything you have brought to this show. Um, but before we sign off, let's let everyone know where they can find anything and everything that you are doing so they can follow along.

SPEAKER_02

Okay, yeah. Uh you can follow me on if you want to follow me on Instagram, you can follow me at leave room to shroom. Just one thing, leave room to hair. Um, and if you want to check out my website, I have some products on there, my coloring books, uh also wrap jewelry, make dreamcatchers, and I also give tarot reading readings as well. So you can find me at nurtured harmonywellness.com. Nurtured harmonywellness.com.

SPEAKER_09

And the YouTube?

SPEAKER_02

Oh yes, and my YouTube, of course. I have so many things.

SPEAKER_09

This is why I ask important questions and write it all down so where our guests forget I can So uh I actually have two YouTube channels.

SPEAKER_02

You can find me uh at Leave Room to Shroom, same thing as my Instagram, same handle. Or you can find me at uh Nature Led Divination, that is my reading channel. And on my Leave Room to Shroom Shroom YouTube, that is where I do my podcasts. Um we I will be doing more interviews soon because after this, I'm like more encouraged now.

SPEAKER_08

So yeah, that's my information.

SPEAKER_09

Perfect. And anything that you would just like to say to our guests one last time.

SPEAKER_02

Oh, y'all, y'all, y'all, y'all. If you are stepping into the world of mushrooms and you want to learn more, definitely follow me. And also um make sure that you're doing if you're like stepping into the world of herbal medicine, make sure you're doing it with safety and precaution and you're learning about the things that you want to try. Um, don't just listen to something and be like, I'm gonna do that. Um, just you know, be mindful and make sure that you're getting more information. Um, I also want to thank y'all. Thank you so much for inviting me here. This is amazing. No, thank you.

SPEAKER_09

Because really, you're the star of the show. You are people don't tune in to see us. Mr. Buds.

SPEAKER_05

Oh man, what is it? Anything you would like to say? What a freaking season. Everyone's been so wonderful. Um I'm really glad we've had everyone that we've had on so far, especially uh the last little bit where we talk about you know protecting the plant. And uh I love what you said. It's giving us an opportunity to show that we can come together. And let me tell you what happens. I want a bunch of weeheads get together. It's a beautiful thing. It's peaceful, ain't no fighting, it's nothing but love. And so um over the next couple of months, I foresee that happening. A larger group of us coming together, especially in North Carolina, um, because we love the plant, we love the plant here. There's a lot of people that say they don't like the plant, but they they really do on the on the low, they do, in a on the back porch where nobody's watching, they know what it's doing for them and their sleep and their uh peace and all those all those things. So hopefully we can um be a part of that creation of coming together and uh letting those who we elected um see that it's something that's wonderful for us. So we appreciate you coming on and getting your experiences as well. I can't wait to uh to to try those mushrooms and have that uh intercellular sex that you were talking about.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, I'm telling you, they're gonna be like oh man.

SPEAKER_09

Thank you, BJ, for everything you bring to this show week in and week out.

SPEAKER_05

I love you too. That's all you gotta do is say you love me, bro. That's all you gotta do.

SPEAKER_09

I think I say it enough. GPT already knows it. I think it thinks we're in a relationship, honestly.

SPEAKER_07

Oh, you're friends.

SPEAKER_09

I generate more images of you than anybody else in my life.

SPEAKER_04

Oh my god.

SPEAKER_09

But thank you, Tay, for being on the show. This has been a fantastic conversation. It's everything I hoped for, and at the same time, everything I could have never expected.

SPEAKER_06

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_09

Um, the wealth of knowledge that you bring in this realm is something we haven't had yet. So we really appreciate it. And last but not least, thank you to everybody out there across the globe that for some reason still tunes and does. Um, we always want to thank you because we wouldn't be doing well, we probably still wouldn't be doing what we're doing without you. But every Friday. You make it a little bit more worth it. So thanks for tuning into Vinally High, the podcast where the grooviest tunes turn into the craziest discussions. We hope you've enjoyed this auditory journey with us. Remember, stay tuned, stay mellow, and always keep your vinyl vibes. Until next time, keep reaching for the Sonic Sky and always stay finally high.

SPEAKER_08

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